They say that everything happens for a reason..we do things sometimes tht we don't really wna do..sometimes we say things tht we dnt really wna say..but in the end,when you're alone and you're thinking abt the events tht took place throughout your day u realize tht wutever happened tht day happened for a reason..it made a difference..there is no point in trying to change something tht has already happend,there is no point in that..and i guarantee tht u will be unsuccessful in that
Today I got something back,something that once meant a great deal to me..something that still means a great deal to me,it reminds me of all the promises that I was once a part of..It reminds me of him.
As i look down at it while i type,there seems to be a sudden calm..like my brain trying to organize every memory tht i had with him,so it can slowly play it one by one..
our mind plays nasty tricks on us sometimes..it gangs up with our heart and tries to make us feel things,like it just happened yesterday..
Sometimes i find myself asking stupid questions to myself..
Is it possible to have just one perfect person out there for everyone?
When uve had it all,it feels like thats it..there cant be anyone better..when ur with a person and it feels so right..how can it not be it? can there be better? what if i dont want better?
nobodies perfect to be honest.. but when u find a person perfect for u..i think tht person is ur soulmate..and there is no age limit.
Why wud god make so many matches for one person? He knws who is gna be perfect for whom.. God knows exactly wut u want..so maybe there are soulmates,just one perfect person out there for everyone.
Maybe u already found that person.. Maybe u lost em too..
But the beauty of it is,if that person is truely ur soulmate.. Maybe in the future, years frm now.. They'll come back to u..Maybe that's how u can be sure..
Nothing is certain,im guessing.. its all maybes.. but maybe i am right..
because if ur reading this and there is one person whose face keeps popping in ur head and when u lsn to a song and u can only relate it to one person and when sometimes your're just sitting,doing nothing and suddenly u find urself smiling to the thought of tht person..i guess thts how u kno if this shit is true or not.
Tonight,I look at this.. This token,frm my past and realize that I am no longer the same person that once received it...
It feels like I'm looking back into the past..with all these memories flashing back in my head,and suddenly I'm there..Once again.. Feeling everything,being a part of that amazing feeling,and somehow i cannot relate to them anymore,they are my memories ..but it feels like another person has lived them..
i know ive changed but up until now i hadnt realised why i changed..there was nothing wrong with me..sometimes ppl change unintentionally because they growup or wutever..
but i changed cause i had to..i was so used to someone being a part of me..we were two ppl but it felt like one..so when after tht its just u again.. i guess u have to change right ?
how can u exist there on ur own when tht place was shared by two ppl? it was time to let it go..try to be me again..all of me.
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